OH TO BE 34!!

I feel young and old at the same time.  Like when I wear sneakers -- I double check if I can still rock it.  Also when I wear sando type tank tops, I often go back to the mirror and see if I still look "good" in it?

This also goes with my crazy life. I feel so young that I know I can still make lots of babies but I feel too old to give birth.  I also feel too old to go back to Masters but I feel too young to give up on my dreams.  And oh, one more thing, I sometimes feel I am too young that I can still travel the world twice but I feel a bit old because of the "responsibilities" that stop me from travelling.

Oh to be 34!

On the other hand, looking back at my past journals this is how exactly I "planned" my life.  Years back, I promised myself to marry a good looking man (wink wink) and have a family.  I also saw myself staying away from my parents and live independently.  I also made sure I will be a stay-at-home-mom to be able to serve my family (this is one of the reasons I chose to be a teacher).  And guess what? I am here now!

So hello to my 34 year old self, so glad you are where you wanted to be!

I am thrilled to live this age because I know God will accomplish more in my life.  My official hashtag for this year is #inspire.

At the end of the day, what is important is how I lived my life and how many people have been touched and inspired with it. I want to invest in the lives of the people around me.  I pray that I will be able to do it this year.  With God's help, may my life and family be an inspiration to others. I want.  I really want.

Oh to be 34!

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